god what a spectacle!!!! what a sight!!!! do you see me now???? are you noticing me???? can you tell that I am unhappy?????????
are you mad???? angry??????? but I wanted help I…..
don’t be mad why are you mad!!!! thsi isn’t about you being a shitty parent but yes you are a shitty parent I’m asking you for help!!!!!!!!!!! why won’t you help me!!! yes I need help don’t deny it!!!!!!!!!! how far do I have to go to let you see that this isn’t a passing phase this is me being real with you I’m a fucking 21 year old adult MESS I’m a FUCKING MESS
I want to repeatedly stab myself ugly face I gave myself because it’s my fault it’s ugly right?????? that’s what you taught me mom
everything about me is wrong right? maybe if I had worn more make up and perfume and dressed cuter and done my hair the way you wanted and didn’t get that tattoo and stopped hating you for controlling my life
maybe then I’d be happy
fuck off dad don’t let her lie to you!!!!!!!! she is lying I swear I don’t give a fuck that she doesn’t speak english she’s being stupid and mean to me stop stop stop why
this isn’t about either of you this is about me I hate you both ssssssssssssttttttttop………….